just unimportant story

#nowplaying little things - one direction

hey everybody ! long time i'm not blogging..
sorry for that, some busy and full of activity and little lazy *correct very lazy
yeah, can't sleep this night, bad news tomorrow is first day for 2nd semester..
=,=
and now, honestly, i dunno what i wanna write here,
hmm.. let see..
maybe i'll share my story, love story especially *huh again*



yeah, i'm not ina relationship but in open relationship
with someone who verryyy unpredictable..
with D initial there ;)
yeah, 6 month we through all problem,
all happy and sad moments.
i'm not imagine if we still walk until this time.
6 month not a short time right ?

he is different guy,
yeah, playboy i know but,
i like his caracter, funny, kind, unpredictable..
confidence person..
well, sometimes ego, childish, dissapoint sometimes,
 but everyone ever doin this right ?

for many times i can't stay mad with him.
for many times, always me who start conversation after we crush
sometimes i think why just me look like need us
but sometimes, i feel he still need me and won't loose me
maybe it's just my stupid little heart.
that's why i'm never show my feel to him, because i'm afraid
if he just played me, and i can't easily accept it.
so i choose stand netraly but yeah, sometimes show my feel if needed
at all i just walk in my life, enjoy it either bad or good


if he read this, i just wanna you know boy,
i'm never hope you will love me or what.
because i believe the real feelings come from act
i love all time we spent together.
by meet or just by phone, all conversation
all angrier or laugher
maybe in future i'll regrets why i'm ever with you.
but deep in my heart. i'm happy ever with you.
i was learn many things from you.
i know youre not the best,
but thanks for all :)
                                                        regard
                                                            your love at 7 january 2013  :)

>.< nice right ? LOL