04 april 2013

hey guys, how your school looks like?
bored? me too ! and i must hear my teacher story telling
WHAT THE FAAAKKK ???
so tired few days
cause, i must attend 4 kind prepare pratice, for 4 different events!
and that pratice at the same time, and deadline near days
whyyyyyyyyy ??
should like that ?
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well, i just try to controlin my time, so i can handle it all
and hope, my school still survive O:)

i swear, i dunno what my teacher talkin about
i just keepin my self for stay here
sleepy, tired, hungry

hey, may i left this class ?
just 10 minutes again i can left this lesson !
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well, i still can't describe what HIM (maybe you know) mean
he's act like still have that relation to me,
what the ! who he is? so he can act like that ?!
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19 03 2013

i never ask you for being my bf or not,
im never wnt you for being my fb.
i just happy with you and wont to loose you
i just do whatever things just make you beside me
i dunno what i feel bout you, i just wont to loose you
i now you are suck, fuck, bad. but i never see that.
i just look you, as you who beside me.

im mad at you bcause
i feel so pity, what i do best for you, you never apreciate it
i think, i do anything for ya but you never see it
you just look my bad,. that make me so mad.
you never look my positive thing.
my real thought bout you.

:(
i know you as my brother. not anymore.
assh !
so sad know you wanna leave me,
jst being patient, strong and another big act.
hope, after all this i found better one than you.

03 - 10 - 2013

hey guys, long time no see,
i'm shocked when i open my blog, big spider there
#LOL

Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide
'Cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day,
I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

this song really meaningfull for me, yesterday ;)

23 01 2013

you make me mad.
thanks fro being there, with her.
finally i just silent here.
and you success make me mad.
thanks anyway..

may my fault make you far from me
actually i just make a right possition for me..
and if you dont like it i 'll make it sure
ill dont care with it

thanks for all, and enjoy your position..