in the end

yeahh heyo ! we've meet again at 1st nov =D

how r you ? good? sounds great =D
yeah, i'm not too good actually but not bad with that.



i'm walk day by day with him. without togetherness
we walk in our way. without any relation..
honestly, i miss the old him..
but i'm not hate he's now, but  i just tell waht ito feel rigth now..
i miss the old him :(

i know he'll change because of our last date.
yeah. actually i love him soo..
but i still have brain and i won't he gets what he shouldn't get
i just try to controller myself..

and i ever consider to end our relation..
and try to move. but i can't do it
because when i want to do it he make me think other
and change my mind. wtf

day by day.. i life like nothing happed between us..
i'm fill my day with my friends greet them, laugh with them..
happy with them. without him. i know my life feels uncompleted
if without him. but. i'm so sorry, i still can happy without him..

and finally i have a little feel with someone
oh please just a little.. yeah, i just always happy with him.
he's kind. i love his smile.. he's never angry with me although i'm very annoying
he's care to me, i won't compare beetwen D and this boy
but i just more comfort if i'm with this boy..

and my friend said i just like him, not anymore..
i hope it so, because i won't be player ( again maybe)
i just want love one people not two or three
just one and we're loving each other :)

good night =D