03 - 10 - 2013

hey guys, long time no see,
i'm shocked when i open my blog, big spider there
#LOL


well, i will share something bout myself *again*
it's not about this story bout me
or this story abaout who,
but what's point story from that
:))
really deep
#smack

well, few days ago i feel soo pity
after i got heart breakin from my friends
after that day i got heart break again from my near friend
okay my ex near friend
well, actually we never said if we will end up.
but, we don't need it, cause..
maybe we know just it we need that.

well, from our conversation that day
i feel soo, patient, i can't believe if i'm so old for
end this problem, i mean.. im not emotional
even i know he lied to me.
he hurt me.
but i feel so strong, although i'm cry

yeah, i know, we are same.
we hurt each other with our act.
we never know what their feeling with our act
yeah, i'm so thankyou with him
thankyou for ever being with me
thanyou for all learn
thankyou for all hurting happiness and other

maybe if i have one more chance,
i'll change for him.
but i think i will never got it
and i'm not too need it.
just let what will happen.

hope he got the best girl for him
better from me especially
and hope for me, i can learn from my past
being more wise and patient.
and try to keep my mouth, my heart.
for stopping hurting people and starting keep from hurting :)

weell, for many times i say it again
thankyou :)